Doors
“When one door closes another one opens.” A quote I often reminded myself of… We all have setbacks in our life and I think it is what we pull ourselves together is the key to making the best of all situation. As I did not get accepted to the PhD program I wanted to, I started looking into options. At first, I have no tide to much and the world was there for me to pick, but now the story is a little different…
It is tough to make last minute decision especially when I am already not great at it to begin with. I need to remind myself that I really have nothing to lose. Oh yeah, I also haven’t told her because I was not sure if it is the right thing to do. It is what it is I guess. We will see on that.
Looking at UW-Milwaukee’s Education department. They have some interesting ones I really would enjoy being a part of. Maybe that is my other door that fate is sending me to. I have no idea why I did not search at first but I will make sure I have more than just one options. I can not make promise that I can not keep because my words is sometimes all I have for people to rely on and I need that to be on a good standing.
I felt a bit of sadness today as I am trying to grasp the whole picture. I think the main reason for it is because I finally found someone that I feel a connection to and would share so much with. Yet this would not be the same as I leave for such a long time. It is hard to find those people in life and I cherish the person… I would say perhaps 4 people in my life I would consider that to be the case and 3 are now so far away from me. I am about to lose one more… Stay strong and keep living, I will figure it out eventually!
Wind
My Thoughts, My Adventure, My Life 