New students just arrived, the RA training finally ended. Hopefully I will get a lot more time for myself. I am drained from all the "must" interactions. It’s very tiring to me to have to pull energy from nowhere.

I honestly feel like when the semester actually starts, things would be a lot better. Now I am just doing whatever I need to do, not what I want to do. At the end of the day, I don’t do things that I like to do… finishing the day with watching TV so I can stop thinking.

Just want to be familiar and adapt to all these fast. Some things are bothering me and maybe I should just put it on the table. Personally, I don’t need a person I can’t trust near me nor my friends.

W.

Well, I am jet lagging so I can’t really sleep… use it as an opportunity to watch the meteor shower tonight.

As I watch the star falling, I made a wish for you

W.