Maybe it’s like what I wrote before, it’s just how I wanted to see things according to my mind set to this particular situation. I am just tired of getting the phony tone and criticism for the things I do.
Not to a person I talked bad about this person, the whole thing… But I must say now, it’s all too much… I am tired of it… It’s annoying me greatly and I will stop doing anything about it.
It was really relaxing at my sister’s place. I went to the beach but there was no wave to surf, walked for 6 hours in San Francisco until my legs were giving up on me.
Back to Taiwan, went to China… impressive experience. The history, the architecture, the city, and all there is…
Tomorrow I will leave Chicago back to the Sha for two days. Then CA for a few days… Home for a while. On the move again… Not really a big fan when I feel I have something better to do. Oh well… I hope I will get to see her on Tuesday and go watch a movie or something. Sigh… I want to stay…
I had the last two days off… watch some firework and thought about the future. Thinking about how to make things work and how to put the pieces together. I have some idea and I hope it will work… So much wishful thinking again. I always have to remind myself actions speaks stronger than words.