I am once again a little confused about my feeling these days. LOL… Time does change a lot of things, doesn’t it. I wonder how my life is going to play out. Decision to make…
Basically, in a nutshell, I somehow got together with B… honestly, I don’t like that. I don’t think I would do that in real life but the fact it happened in my dream just doesn’t make me feel all that great.
A hint from god? I sure hope not…
Finally, now I am free to walk away from one of these situations, one of those that only drags me down… thankfully, no string to keep me around anymore… I am free, to fly
The break is going well so far… just chilling… had a few drinks two nights in a row… low key… I was a little drunk the other night and drunk text the girl… not good… lol. I ask myself why she matters to me that much. I guess it’s her kind heart. I realized how much a kind person attracts me. Well, her goofiness is one of them too… it’s just interesting and fun with her. Relaxing.
Humm… I sometimes wonder just what exactly is between the two of us. It’s a little hard to tell and I don’t know if I should go ahead and find out.
I miss someone though. Although she hasn’t even left longer than two days. Funny like that… probably won’t get to see her whole summer. Sometimes I wish I am more forward about my feelings.
Oh well, I have to live with it and work on it… Take more risk I guess. Just like the quote. I think I generally do a pretty good up on taking chances and experience life. Just that one area I am not. Hummm….
loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure,but
risk must be taken, because the greatest hazard in life is to risk
Just heard this quote, I really like it and I will write my thought about it later.